First of all, let me thank the
Almighty, my parents and family, teachers and friends, who have worked
selflessly and tirelessly, in shaping up my personality. Sincere and heartfelt thanks
to all of you.
Civil Services Exam’s result
comes with a sense of responsibility, to live up to the expectations and uphold
the trust that has been placed upon me by UPSC, Indian Government and above
all, the citizens of this country. Indian Administrative Services is like a
Chakravyuh, and the entrance examination is clearing just the first level. The
tougher battles lie ahead – in form of corruption, misuse of power and
positions – the battles you will have to fight both internally and externally.
I have received a number of
queries from my fellow aspirants, and I intend to write a series of articles to
address questions raised by them. I sincerely hope, this will be of immense
help to them. To break all myths and simply the things, I want to share my
experience – which instilled belief in myself, to take upon the challenge
defying the existing perceptions.
My tryst with Civil Services
started in Feb 2012, when out of nowhere, I decided to fill the form. The prelim
was scheduled on May 20th, sandwiched between two exams – FRM on 19th
and CFA on Jun 3rd. With absolute zero preparation (I did not even
know what the format of Prelims is), just the night before I decided to give it
a shot. I got up early next morning, got the admit card printed and rushed to
exam centre. Paper 1 was GS, questions seemed to be familiar but there was a
layer of dust and feeling of rustiness that has come over the years. Paper 2
was cake walk. Came back and checked the scores – was getting about 60 in GS
and 160 in CSAT. Next question – how to prepare for mains in 4 months – Mains being
in October. Asked my friends who were in routine UPSC preparation, they took me
to shops in Mukherjee nagar – where I bought three books – History’s Spectrum
for Modern India, Laxmikanth’s Polity and Geography’s NCERT. Then, I went to
home for summer vacation post my Summers Internship, tried studying a bit but
in vain. Came back to college, was with Finance Society, participated in
competitions and assignments – there was no time to study for mains. I thought
that I will not compromise with my MBA and will give 100% effort to it. Civil
Services can wait for a year and looking at the magnitude of effort needed to
clear Mains, and going by the World’s wisdom, I dropped the idea to prepare. “Mains
preparation cannot be done in 4 months”. The only good thing I figured out in
this 4 month period was – deciding on my optional papers. After careful
deliberations and flipping through previous years papers, I decided upon
Management and Sociology. Management because, the effort that I put in it will
complement in fetching good marks in my MBA exams and placements. Sociology simply
because, others were tougher than this paper and at least paper 2 seemed doable
without even an iota of preparation.
Cometh the Mains in October, I had not read
even a single page from those three books I purchased, or anywhere. Thought of
skipping the exam, was not sure what will I do in exam hall for 3 hours. It was
only because of my Mama (he was the only one in my family, who knew I have
appeared in Prelims), who persuaded me to sit for Mains – “De do kya jata hai “. Nevertheless, I decided to give mains. 50% of
the question paper of GS1 and GS2 – I did not even know what are they asking or
have not heard about it. But, just applied my plain common sense relating it
with the basic knowledge in answering those questions. For eg- I have never ever heard of what this
Indus Water Treaty is , but still, answered it using my assumptions and knowledge
of Kaveri Dispute, which we regularly read in news. Next paper was essay; here
there is no need for specific preparation. A well read person with good
analytical and writing skills can score equally good marks. I did fairly well
in it and was satisfied with my performance. Next came, Sociology paper, I was writing
Civil Services Mains paper in Sociology, without having studied Sociology even
once in my life. Again, it was application of common sense with basic
understanding that you have developed about society and social conditions. Next
in line was management, I was busy in submissions and meeting deadlines in my
MBA. Plus, there was a little fatigue and I was not feeling well. In the morning,
I had 3-4 vomiting, I was fine enough to give exams, but I preferred to take
rest. Why? I thought that I have no chance whatsoever in this exam this year,
so no use of taking extra pain and giving the exam. I skipped paper 1, but,
went to give paper 2 as condition improved a little after I took medicine.
Paper 2 was mostly covering second year syllabus which I was still to read, yet
I attempted decently and with conviction.
#1: Use your common sense. UPSC syllabus is all what you have studied
during 20 years of your academic life, not just what you study in those 5
months of coaching.
Next 5 months were wasted in
again running in college for marks, submissions and placements. But, mains gave
me confidence that at least I can crack this exam if I study. Post placements in March, I decided that this
year I will give the exam with 100% effort and dedication. My college ended on
Apr 10 and job joining was from Apr22, and next 10 days in joining formalities
and settling down. Hence, I started my formal Civil Services Preparation from
29th April. Less than 30 days to Prelims, that too along with 3 hrs
travel and 10 hours full time job, it was going to be tough task. But, having
been there, done that – type feeling, I was pretty sure of clearing it.
In between came the marks of Mains,
and it changed my life forever. The marks I scored in Mains 2012 were, 200 in
GS, 95 in Essay, Paper 1 Sociology – 50, Paper 2 – Sociology – 127 and
Management 2 – 120. Management 1- I was absent. I was shocked to see my marks. For the first
time, I was disappointed. If I had given Management Paper 1, I would have
cleared mains. Only bad score was 50 in Sociology, as Paper 1 was theoretical
asking questions on Philosophers and theories and I had no idea of them. This
took my confidence to next level. If without a day’s preparation, mains can be
cracked, 5-6 months preparation can do wonders. Application of your common
sense and some basic understanding, when complemented with good and structured
writing skills, can fetch you lots of marks. Also, original idea, the non conventional,
non coaching institute type answers can fetch you more marks.
# 2: Have faith in your abilities. What world believes may not be true.
You are the master of your destiny. Chart your own path, rather than listening to
what others’ say. Do not let any negative feeling overshadow your aspirations
and commitment.
Really its a game of belief and confidence....
ReplyDeleteplease write more. that's a refreshing take on upsc.
ReplyDeleteNice said Sir
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